pray for my death

kbhi-kbhi main sochta hu, kyu aisa dard main lga baitha..
hasti-khelti duniya mein, kis modh pe thokar kha baitha..!!
thokar se zakham jo hua, wo har pal behta rehta hai..
dil me tohfa-e-dard hai jo mere, wo har pal marne ko kehta hai..!!
kyamat walo mango meri maut, aur mangna naarak mein mera waas ho..
maut se wo darte hain jinhe zindgi jeene ki aas ho..!!


----------------------------mady..!!

i am a sheded tear

agr sambhal sako to ek nishani hu main..!!
agr kho do to ek kahani hu main..!!
chah kr bhi jise rok na saki ye duniya..
wo ek num ankh ka paani hu main..!!

---------mady..!!

i never balme u

aapki khushi ke liye apne armano ko dabaya hai...
humne dil ke kone main tere har raaz ko chupaya hai..

log pochte hain kyu khaffa hai hum duniya se...
aap pr lagne wala har ilzaam humne apni kismat pe lagaya hai..!!


-----mady.

who am i..??

Khud ki talash mein nikla hu..
kon hu main, iss sawal mein nikla hu..

kon tha main, iss khyal mein nikla hu..
kon hu main, iss pehchan mein nikla hu..

din mein hosh mein nahi rehta..
teri yaad ke aane se darta hu..

tanha raaton mein ab sone se darta hu..
kyuki khwabon mein tujhe khone pe marta hu..

na gila krta hu na shikwa krta hu..
tu salamat rahe bas yhi duwa karta hu..

oda hai 2 gaz kafan ka tukda aur hath mein amrit ka payala hai..
phir b kyu, na main jeeta hu na main marta hu..!!


-------mady..!!

khud ko fanna kr baithe

ajnabi se hum dosti kr baithe..
zindgi ki sbse masoom khta kr baithe..
sath chalte chalte dhokha kha baithe..
na jaane kya baat thi unke sath mein..
jo hum do kadam sath chalne ko..
zindgi bhar ka sath samz baithe..
muh fer liya unhone humse..
or hum unhi rahoon mein unke intzaar mein khud ko FANNA kr baithe..!!

maut pe mera naam likhde

ye zindgi bi teri hai ye saanse bi teri hain...
khali hath aya tha khali hath na bhej..
bas ek aakhri ehsaan mujh pr tu krde..

zindgi aur khushiyan tu rakh le....
aur maut pe mera naam likhde..!!

------mady

kyu ..??

mujhe apna kehti hai kyu apna banati nahi..
hai parwah to, kyu mohabat dikhati nahi..
meri zindgi k kohre ko kyu hatati nahi..
mangta hu zehar to wo b pilati nahi..!!

-----------mady

kya hoti hai judai..

Sab Sabr-o-Shakeeb-o-Hosh Khoo deta hun..
Karta hun kisi ko YAAD toh Roh deta hun.!
jab se dekha hai unko kuch aur yaad nahi..
unke bina jee paun mujhme ab woh baat nahi.!
wo chehra hi kisi aur ka tha fir uska intzaar kyu..
jab tha hi nahi wo mera fir us se pyar kyu.!
Eh aasmaan wale zameen par uttar kar dekh..
hoti hai kaya judai tu bhi bichad kar dekh.!!

mujhe fanna krde..

E-khuda aaj ye faisla krde..
usse mera ya mujhe uska krde..
bhut dukh sahen hain maine..
koi khushi to mere muqaddar krde..
bhut mushkil lagta hai ab usse door rehna..
judai ke iss faasley ko zarra kam krde..
jitni door chali gyi hai wo mujhse..
usse utna hi mere kareeb krde..
nahi likhna agar naseeb mein mere uska naam..
to khatam kr ye zindgi aur mujhe FANNA krde..!!

adhuri khuwahish

Janay kyou shikast ka azaab liye phirta hoon
Mein kya hoon aur kya khuwab liye phirta hoon
Us nay ik baar kiya tha sawal-e-muhabat
Mein har lamha wafa ka jawab liye phirta hoon
Us nay poocha kab say nahi soye
Mein tab say jagi hui raton ka hisaab liye phirta hoon
Us ki khuwahish thii k meri aankhon mein pani dekhay
Mein us waqt say aansoun ka sailaab liye phirta hoon
Afsoos yeh k phir bhi wo meray na hua
Mein jis ki arzoo ki kitab liye phirta hoon.

mukamal sach..

Suno , Kisi neY saCh kaha Tha ye,
Mohabat mar nahi SakTi ..


Mgr


,AdhOra saCh sUna HumneY,
Mukamal saCh tu Yeh hey k ..

Mohabat khUd nhi Marti ,
Mohabat maar deTi heY ..

teri yaad...

Tuje Kia Khabar Teri Yaad Ney Muje kese Kese Sata Diya,
Kabi khalwaton meIn Hassa dIya , Kabi MahfilOn meIn Rula Diya ..

Kabi Yun HUa Teri Yaad mein , Meri Namaz Kaza Hui,
Kabi Yun Hua Teri Yaad Ney Muje Mere Rab Sey miLa dIya ..

meri kismat..

meri duaa-o-ka maine khood pe ulta asar dekha,
mangi jo thodi khusiyan to barsata kahar dekha,

haalat ye dekh meri chahat ne bhi saath chhoda,
maine aansoon men magar use har pahar dekha,

iss ummid me ki aajaye woh ushe pukarata raha,
jaha jaha milaa karte the us jagah thahar dekha,

roop unke bhi dekh liye jinko apnas samajta tha,
pyaala paani jo maanga pyaale me zahar dekha,

pyaar ka diyaa jalaa ke ghar me chhod aaya tha,
waapas jo aaya to jalta huaa sahar dekha.

hona hai qatal....

Mitti Ka Jism Leke, Paani Ke Ghar Main Hun

Manzil Hai Mout Meri, Har Pal Safar Main Hun

Hona Hai Qatal.. Ye Maloom Hai Muje ..

Lekin Khabar Nahin Kis Kis Ki Nazer Main Hun :)