pray for my death

kbhi-kbhi main sochta hu, kyu aisa dard main lga baitha..
hasti-khelti duniya mein, kis modh pe thokar kha baitha..!!
thokar se zakham jo hua, wo har pal behta rehta hai..
dil me tohfa-e-dard hai jo mere, wo har pal marne ko kehta hai..!!
kyamat walo mango meri maut, aur mangna naarak mein mera waas ho..
maut se wo darte hain jinhe zindgi jeene ki aas ho..!!


----------------------------mady..!!

i am a sheded tear

agr sambhal sako to ek nishani hu main..!!
agr kho do to ek kahani hu main..!!
chah kr bhi jise rok na saki ye duniya..
wo ek num ankh ka paani hu main..!!

---------mady..!!

i never balme u

aapki khushi ke liye apne armano ko dabaya hai...
humne dil ke kone main tere har raaz ko chupaya hai..

log pochte hain kyu khaffa hai hum duniya se...
aap pr lagne wala har ilzaam humne apni kismat pe lagaya hai..!!


-----mady.

who am i..??

Khud ki talash mein nikla hu..
kon hu main, iss sawal mein nikla hu..

kon tha main, iss khyal mein nikla hu..
kon hu main, iss pehchan mein nikla hu..

din mein hosh mein nahi rehta..
teri yaad ke aane se darta hu..

tanha raaton mein ab sone se darta hu..
kyuki khwabon mein tujhe khone pe marta hu..

na gila krta hu na shikwa krta hu..
tu salamat rahe bas yhi duwa karta hu..

oda hai 2 gaz kafan ka tukda aur hath mein amrit ka payala hai..
phir b kyu, na main jeeta hu na main marta hu..!!


-------mady..!!

khud ko fanna kr baithe

ajnabi se hum dosti kr baithe..
zindgi ki sbse masoom khta kr baithe..
sath chalte chalte dhokha kha baithe..
na jaane kya baat thi unke sath mein..
jo hum do kadam sath chalne ko..
zindgi bhar ka sath samz baithe..
muh fer liya unhone humse..
or hum unhi rahoon mein unke intzaar mein khud ko FANNA kr baithe..!!

maut pe mera naam likhde

ye zindgi bi teri hai ye saanse bi teri hain...
khali hath aya tha khali hath na bhej..
bas ek aakhri ehsaan mujh pr tu krde..

zindgi aur khushiyan tu rakh le....
aur maut pe mera naam likhde..!!

------mady

kyu ..??

mujhe apna kehti hai kyu apna banati nahi..
hai parwah to, kyu mohabat dikhati nahi..
meri zindgi k kohre ko kyu hatati nahi..
mangta hu zehar to wo b pilati nahi..!!

-----------mady